me: I really want a candy bar
Me: No I don't, I packed my lunch AND snacks today because I knew I'd be on the road and I just finished some grilled chicken with mushrooms and some pineapple chunks...so why, no wait...what makes you think you want a candy bar?
me: I guess I'm a bit frustrated
Me: About the conversation you had with E today?
me: Yeah, E didn't agree with me and kept having to make his point
Me: Do you always have to be right?
me: No, but the way he kept emphasizing his point made me feel like what I had to say wasn't important.
Me: And that made you feel unimportant?
me: Yeah, and made me question myself
Me: So what will eating food do to make you feel important?
me: Food doesn't talk back.
Me: hrmmm
I didn't buy the candy bar...I went to Target for a wii fit and vacuum cleaner bags, so that's what I got. I logically told Myself that I wasn't really hungry as I have fed myself wonderful food today and have had plenty of water.
When I got home, I got straight to work on painting lilb's room and forgot all about the idea of eating.
The hub and lil one went to quiznos...I got a salad...i used the dressing, but none of the other added stuff and it was tasty :)
Back to painting before I get too comfortable in my chair :)
Then tonight I'll treat myself to sweet apple chamomile tea
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